The retreat given to us by Father Gerry Juarez was superb according to my officemates. I really have not attended it that much but I felt that it was really good, to serve my officemates.. I've never felt Jesus more than anything but in serving other people.. I got tired physically, but my spirit is lifting me up..
I got a confession on that day.. I realized i'm not crying because i'm hurt, but i'm crying because I love the person, the reason why i'm crying.. I'm hurting not for myself but for the love I have for that person, none other than my father.. I just want him to remain with our God, but I realized I can only pray for him and allow God to take its course. I love my father, I am not surrendering him for anything, but I have to let go.. I cannot change him, but my faith will.. I know God will never abandon my father, he will take care of him.. I did not dream of losing my father to sickness or anything but if ever God will get him from me, I just pray that he has accepted our God as his saviour and creator..
I've realized so many things in that retreat in Bethania House of Prayer, and truly God never fail to amaze me.. He is so magnificent! He allows things for me to see the beauty of everything and to get use to the light that He is leading me.. I'm not really a good person, but God made me beautiful that goodness exudes from that beauty He has given me..
And, I hope one day, I maybe able to share that goodness He has given me to you..
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