life

life has not been easy this past few days or shall i say month? family members got sick and i can't do anything but to take care of them. why do i have to do that? simply, because i love them. it's not easy to have family members who got sick. but why am i still strong? because, i have a very big back-up. i will just call on him and presto! he will give me what i need. i know that i don't deserve such treatment. he is just so loving and accepting. also, understanding. i just hope i'll be deserving when my time comes that i will need to face him. face him? yes, face him, we haven't met in person, yet. of course, now, you know who i have been referring to all this time, it's JESUS, our God!

isn't he just so wonderful. he is every inch a God through and through. he doesn't deserve me, but he chosed me to be with him. oh! i just love him, so dearly. co'z i know that he just love me more than what i can give him.